Forneverforever
"You want it all, but you can't have it."
- Mike Patton
or never
forever
an ember
a glow
in the dark
a slow
burn; a spark
in life
getting dark
cling to them
depend like a fly
convince yourself
that next to them you'd die
humiliate yourself over the phone
because you dreamed whole homes
backyards filled with garden gnomes
kids with the cutest smiles,
the girl you want forever with
and for her you'd wade miles
or did you want forever
or did you just project
meaning onto a spark,
and climb like an insect
infect, infect, infect
reject, reject, reject
project, project, project
infect, infect, infect
romantic to a detriment
women that are heavensent
heart and self, the element
to fueling love and sentiment
the worst mix, undying love,
undying lust, broken trust
placing both side by side
one night you're gonna cry
the next you love the arch
but tomorrow you miss the march
the chase and provider of grace
but never sees the same in your face
like a cd, with no jewel case
a cheesy metaphor, seen above
the worst mix, undying love,
undying trust, broken lust
habit is tragic
feel her magic
cryptic as love
a puzzle to solve
someday, maybe,
likely not at all
numb, numb, numb
pain, pain, pain
march, march, march
arch, arch, arch
mood, mood, mood
emotionally nude
feel nothing
feel everything
i can't handle my weight
and clearly cannot wait
to keep my mouth shut,
and wait until it dies
the worst mix: hurtful love,
harmful lust, confused stares
but then i hit reality
and go from lust, to stare
the worst mix: clinging love,
unfaithful lust, dead trust
dead weight, aching smile,
from march to arch
this life so bleak
in love and art
first time this week
remembered your heart
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